So we found out that a couple that Daniel was the DJ for are pregnant. I'm really happy for them. I really am.
But I'm sad on a personal level. We've been married for almost a year and we aren't pregnant. I know people who weren't trying that got pregnant. I know people that were trying that got pregnant. Yet here I sit. I can honestly say I've sat crying looking at some friends kids. It's just so hard.
Thoughts bounce around in my head. Why not me? Am I being punished for something? Is there something wrong with me?
I don't know I just needed to say that.
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