This is what I look like when I sleep.....

I love Daniel

I love Daniel because he surprises me with blogs.

Why I love Crystal

For everyone out there who is newly married, ask yourself this question: Why do I love my wife/husband? It is a fair question and sometimes is easy to answer and sometimes not so easy. Marriage is all about discovering that love and also working together.
Me and Crystal differ on a lot of things, but at the end of the day, we both enjoy having fun, being silly and walking around Tomorrow Land at Disney. We both enjoy reading, and we both love each other dearly.
I love Crystal because she makes my lunches for work, she is there for me when I get home, her hugs are warm, and her kisses are magic. I love Crystal for a bunch of little things, and that in turn rolls up into a love that is too great for this lifetime. She truly is my rock, and when I am down, I think of her to get me back up. She smiles at me and makes me feel good. She knows how to make me laugh and let all the pain go away.
Crystal, I love you for all of my life and into the next. God was truly looking out for me when he brought you into my life. This has been 2 of the most happy years of my life and I look forward to sooo much more. I love you, baby.

Friends warning.

In the last couple of months I've lost some people in my life that I had at one time counted as friends. The first couple left for reason's unknown. They just decided that Daniel and I weren't people that they wanted to be around anymore. It's a shame because at one time Daniel had counted this one person as a good friend. I liked them both and we got along for the most part.

Another stopped being a friend after I got feed up with watching them make stupid mistake after stupid mistake. I'm all about helping people, but they have to help themselves first. I get tired of listening to them complain about the quality of their personal relationships and trying to steer them towards quality only to watch them go straight for someone else because they like the "bad boy".

I think part of the problem is that I tend to be very honest. People sometimes don't like the honest person. They want to be allowed to go on thinking that what they are doing is right. That their poop doesn't stink. I tend to tell people what they don't want to hear and in the end they decide that they don't want to hear it anymore and move on to other people who are also wanting to live in ignorance.

I know personally I'm far from a saint and that at times I can be trying, I am not how ever going to apologize for being who I am. If you want a honest, loyal and willing to do almost anything to help a friend out then I'm that person. If you how ever want to live in a dream keep moving I'm not the friend for you.

In another note I'm done crying and feeling bad for myself for having no friends. I'm over that for the most part other than Daniel, a couple of family and a few friends I'm pretty much alone.

Psalms 139: 13-14

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

My favorite new things from 2008 (Stolen)

Entertainment:
Wii
Netflix
The Office
MH movie nights
Redbox

Computer/Internet:
Friends Blogs
Pandora
My baby laptop

Personal:
Getting married
Saying the word husband
Moving out of my parents house into my own place
Our new camera and the flip it camera
Putting up decorations
Hosting parties as the hostess
Watching Daniel get excited at his gigs
Seeing all of our friends babies
My wedding photo's
Seeing how Cincy has taken to Daniel
My honeymoon and falling in love with the mountains
Feeling like I'm becoming a better Christian

For the love of family

My Birthday......

Yesterday Daniel took me to Walt Disney World. Disney allows you to get in on your birthday for free. Daniel surprised me and took Monday off and then we headed down to the park. I hadn't been to Magic Kingdom since I was 8. Daniel was so amazing about making sure that I got to do a lot. We planned ahead and marked things that we wanted to do, things that we'd like to do and things that wouldn't matter. We got to the park, rode the ferry over and then walked around Main St. In the end we rode Big Thunder Mountain, walked around Cinderella Castle, rode Snow White's Scary Adventures, walked around Tom Sawyer Island, rode Pirates of the Caribbean, rode Space Mountain( the first time for me), Stitch's Great Escape!( I got a hug from Stitch too, after he got permission from Daniel), rode Tomorrowland Transit Authority(this is an AMAZING ride, a must do if you go), rode "it's a small world,", rode Splash Mountain, rode Buzz Lightyear's Space Ranger Spin, shot at Frontierland Shootin' Arcade, rode Walt Disney World Railroad, watched The Enchanted Tiki Room, rode Peter Pan's Flight, rode Walt Disney's Carousel of Progress( a great little show) and rode The Haunted Mansion. We ate at The Plaza Restaurant and I had a milk shake and a great burger and Daniel had a grilled chicken sandwich. We saw 2 parades and the fireworks.

I had the 2nd best day of my life(behind my wedding day). It was wonderful to be there and spend that time with Daniel. I didn't remember a lot from my first trip. It was funny because since it was my birthday they gave me a button that had my name on it and we also got buttons that said just married. So people were wishing me happy birthday and congratulations on getting married. It was so nice to go and I'm so glad that Daniel surprised me. I love him.

This is sad....

I had found a blog a while ago and had been sorta following. Today I wondered what happened and wondered back and was hit with sadness. The blog was one that was started after a freak dirt bike accident had sent a man by the name of Mark Lamberth to the hospital. I had never know him but the out pouring of love for him and his family by friends and strangers touched me deeply. I found out today that he has passed away. That made me cry. I feel so sad for his wife and their son.

It made me sit and think about my life. How much of it I have yet to live. How many dreams I hold for Daniel and I. The places I want to see and the children I want to have. It makes me want to hug Daniel so bad and tell people that I love them.

Life is short.

Funny moment from a great moviel

Birthday's....and me

So my 26 birthday is on Monday the 19. I'm not doing anything. My parents are going out of town and Daniel has to work. So I'm pretty sure my birthday will be just like almost every day. I will be sitting alone in our apartment.

I'm going to have to celebrate my birthday on this Saturday. Daniel forgot my birthday date and booked himself a Bridal Show for the 18th. Yup I'm spending the day before my birthday handing out fliers to brides and then spending my birthday alone.

I guess there comes a time in every one's life when birthdays stop being a big deal. That was last year. I had a small little party with Daniel, his sister and her friend(and only because Daniel begged for anyone to show up). It just makes me a little said that I'm crossing from a quarter century to almost thirty alone....

All men watch......

This made me laugh.....fall onto the floor and then pick myself up and laugh again...

Happy Birthday....

Today is my dad's birthday....he's like 65469479413475673564132 years old. He doens't read my blog and probably never see this but Happy Birthday Dad.

Outside my window.....

I'm sitting in the den...outside my window a cool breeze dances through what's left of the winter leaves. My day is lazy. I'm cleaning the house, talking to my husband and listening to neighbors lock their car doors. In the background our dish washer is humming along with the sound of rushing water.

Sometime it's nice to sit next to a window. Just watch the world. Out of the corner of my eye I see a little brown bug zoom past me. I wonder where he's going? The sun is beginning to show herself. Warm golden rays filter down from above and the moment seems to still. Almost as fast the sun has grown shy and ran to hide behind a puff of white clouds. Some where in the distance a bird sings as if to call the sun out of hiding.

In our apartment Cincy scampers around in a tireless pattern of tedium. She sits and streches and falls asleep in the makeshift bed I've made for her on the chair besides me.



Time seems to slow and simply pass my room. Alone in my thoughts the days seems to inch by with a slower grander pace. I know there are things I could be doing but none of them are outside my window.